Something that really ticks me off.

I only have a few minutes to write but I feel that I have something that I must get off my chest. Today I went to get gas and while I was checking out, there was a girl in front of me who was atleast six to seven months pregnant. She was buying cigarrettes. Ooohh, can I tell you how mad i was? I had half a mind to say something to her. Doesn't she understand how painful it is to lose a child? My child was stillborn and i would sooner die than face that a second time. Smoking increases the risk of low infant birth rate and still birth. I feel smoking during preganacy is completely selfish. YOu are the only protector of your child when that baby is inside you. How can people be so self absorbed? I didn't even breathe second hand smoke when I was preganat and still Mia died. Why would you want to do something that would increase the odds of something horrible happening? Does anyone else feel this way?

weigh in day

Well, I WEIGHED IN TODAY AT 123.6 That isn't too bad. I am getting there, slowly, but I am getting there. This weekend my mom and I went shopping and I got some new pants. I am now in a solid size four! Now, that's pretty exciting. That means I have dropped two pants sizes!!!! 115 is sounding achievable now isn't it? So, I have lost just a hair under 10 pounds since the beginning of April. I'll take it!