Wow, I haven't posted in a really long time. Things have been hectic to say the least. I have been traveling all over for work. I spent the last two days in Cincinnati and next week and I am in Orlando and then Richmond. I am enjoying it but it's very stressful. I have been stretched so far beyond my comfort zone that's it's unreal. I am sure that down the road, this will come easily. Until then, I press on.
As far as the rest of life, I am pressing on there too. I thought that as time went on things would be easier and easier and in some ways they are, but others aren't. Last Sunday at church I sat behind five or so young mothers-all friends of mine. My husband hadn't arrived yet so I sat alone just watching all of them with their little ones. It didn't take long before my eyes filled with tears. I sometimes think how old Mia would be now and when I see other babies her age I wonder about her. Everyone says my time will come, and I wonder if that's actually true. Initially when we had Mia, I didn't want to be pregnant again, but that has passed and i am really ready. I thought I would be pregnant again by now, but I am not. I am learning to lean on the Lord through this and to remain strong knowing that even though sometimes I feel forgotton, he hasn't forgotton me. I cling to Jeremiah 29:11 everyday.
My marriage is great. My husband is an amazing strength. He is sensitive to me when I am hurting and is very comforting. We continue to grow closer to one another and I thank the Lord for him everyday.
As far as the weight loss thing, yeah it got a little old and I have given in to the ice cream a bit. I currently weight 123 and I guess unless I crack back down on my eating habits, I am going to have to be happy with that.
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As one of those friends, I want you to know that I admire your strength. You know that God gives and takes away. You amaze me with your patience. I don't think I would be as patient and as strong as you have been during this. However, I know you will continue to be and you will be all right. Thank you for spending time with us last Friday. I miss you on worship team and it was very nice.
Have a great week!
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I just want to tell you that you look fabulous and you are totaly rock'n the new hair! Who can live without ice cream anyway?!
Hello sweetheart!!! Im sorry that you have to travel all the time and be away from home. It will get easier. Remember that your day will come, i can't wait for that day, you are equipped with so much passion that you need not to worry about anything, you are allowed to be sad, but remember how many people love you and your smile. You are Awesome and with hold so much strength for such a little girl it inspires me. Miss you!!! Can't wait to see you! God Bless
congrats on being preggo again
Hey hey girl . I started my own blog that I am actually keeping up on a regular basis. Everyone is welcome to check out whats running through my creepy little brain. xoxo , jill
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